Sigh.

i told him i so gotta be normal back a few months ago.

till ytd, i realise i m too greedy.

A story that is made up of my innermost feelings. Words cannot fully narrate the entire tale. Put yourself in my shoes. You have to feel it. But, be forewarned: I hold no responsibility for your reactions towards the end.

i despice Cathay like seriously. Because they fired Tom P just because he pon work twice? and the rule was to get fired if you pon ten thrice!*

In a sense, Because they have got more than enough staffs thats why are able to fired any staff because of a small mistake they make.

you see, this make no sense to me yo.

What about the hard work that he once put in? Be it, really hardwork or just work for the sake of money.

and come on, who dont work for the sake of money?

ok, maybe someone, you-know-who. i shall not name it out as you-know-who will google his name and later he found my blog equal to GG! GG cause i m always cursing Cathay when you-know-who love cathay so much. teeheeheee!

back to the point,

i think of quitting cathay again. I know i can find other job outside but, its the travelling that matter yo.

but come to think of it,

if i start work at 6pm, i always leave my hse at 5pm. and the thing is i stay yishun -___-” and i reach at about 525pm then get change and all, i am all ready at 535pm yo. and i slacked and punch in at 550pm.

so if i work somewhere far, just that i dont get to slack first eh?

Okay, i am tired. Lets think about this next time alright?

Maybe life will be better if i got sacked. -at least i dont need to think -_______________________-”

precious brain cells. omg.

avoiding your love,

cause your love is too hard for me to take.

cause you forget the fact that i might like you back as well.

avoiding your care,

cause i m such a bitch that i dont deserve you to treat me well at all.

cause you are so nice to me that i feel guilty for not being able to treat u that  nice as well. 

avoiding your emo,

cause i want you to be happy as i treat you as friend and nothing else.

cause i want you to lead ur life happily and not by drinking and all.

3 different avoiding for 3 totally different people.

sigh. totally defeated.

Dad told me Mum like my Ex-bf alot. and i thot, she was the one who ask me to break with him cause he look like a playboy? and i wonder why did i mention break with him just becuase mum mention that hes a playboy.  and if i could turn back the clock, i will not break with him for that hes a nice guy. but is that love? sometimes i really wonder.

Love and Love’s Love. (=

*Christmas Mood*~ make me go *woo hoo* :B

christmas christmas!!!! :B

I need a break; a break from everything.

From Cathay; Sick and tired of working at Concess, Concess and always Concess. Attitude getting more worst. I need a break seriously! if not, i confirm serve like shit.

From K9; i want to quit and not carry on working there. but all they do is, keep forcing me to stay. sigh. but the good thing is, they allow me to work only twice a month. how cool? :B

From This and That as well la! IYO. TSKK.

Bank only left with 2 digit. -______-” its only 12 Dec man. My Vans shoe, appointment, facial.. they really cost a bomb man.. Gotta to think how to use my money wisely alrdy.. If not, really is dead meat.. Somemore, christmas is coming le!!! gotta buy this and that. my god man. )= Can my pay come ASAP pls? )=

Gtg. Bye! (:

He touched my face gently and i thot for a seconds, i like him.

She kiss me on my lips and i thot for a seconds, i like her.

And now, I dono if i like him or her more.

maybe he’s right,

i m a bitch.

i did something terrible and i wonder why i even bother doing that.

 i think i ought to give myself one tight slap.

it takes two hands to clap.

 

sick;

3 words, 7 letters.

OMG – oh my god.

BMN IS SUCH A NICE BUDDY! (= because… i went out study with him and he printed all the notes out. awwwww. heeeeee. and give it to me. and if any seconds, i m lacking of oxygen, its all him fault. -for wasting paperr! :p but i m so so so touched!!!! (= teeheehee. Like what i say, if i got A for any, i will treat you eat sai! no worriessss, bmn. teeheeeheee.

OHH, my lovely G. i m loving him more. I fall aslp with his la chiong this afternoon. Daddy commented that i m so so so dirty. apparently, he thinks that the la chiong is dirty la. you know, G is so Bob. They look so alike. well, except the fact that B got orh-key. HAHA! other than that, they are so damn alike man! _l_ i m so scare that i will cry when G die. )=

Next! teeheeheee. I M SO HAPPY! cause..

I received a facebook message from Glen!!! and i totally cant wait for him to be back in spore!! like seriously. 4dec arriving! (: YAYNESSS.

 

I hate the fact that whenever i wana be emo, the next moment, random people always nv fail to cheer me up. <3

((=

I hate the fact that i m so stuborn at times.

Actually, come to think of it, i m just a human. Temptation are always tempting me, you know.

like, having free ride home every thur is a good thing yea. But i m too stuborn to accept it!!!!! hehehe. but going home with my friends are a good thing and sometimes supper after night class is woohooo! (=

Poker King with Tim on Tue night. Nice movie yea! Paranormal was the primary choice actually but for me, he change to Poker king. woohoooohooo. i loveeee macau. (= HAHAHA!! and, Chocolate&Flower received!! delighted but you know, i dont fancy chocolate&flower. hehehehe. still, tyvm!

Wats your prefect date?

• to go dog farm with my dog and my date (=
• to nua at home and watch movie with homemade food!

 

De javu for the past few days. Bobby’s death image keep appearing. Now i know what they mean by, -high quality, instance play video. its called regrets. Damn my semi screwed life. )=

Happy 18th Birthday to me&myself!!! *LMAO*

First gift on Sun was choclate&flower! (=

ignore my fake smile plssss. )=

Followed by KFC celebrationnnn!! my favouriteeeeee KFC. Oh, i celebration my bday with Sarah at k9 btw! teeheehee. Btw, i also got another strawberry hp chain as my bday gift by the small boy. so sweet of him! =B and he say i have to hang it at my bag there and yes, i did it. Strawberry with crumpler bag (= its awful at the start but the more i see, the more i like! XD

Xin Wang cafe aftermath which almost take away my life. Thanks to Ah hui! A long dinner~ 2 hrs plusssss. but was great!!! Thanks for the lovely treat. and thanks for putting my foot halfway in the coffin! XD

 Mon;

School as usual. Boring; Bang my head on the wall!!!* After school, went chinatown with susu, s&s. Yawn. then to bugis, meet up with BMN for ah chew’s dessert. Had their superrrrrr nice ice lemon tea!! (= totally caught my taste bud ah! i bet gladys will love it too. HOHOHO. then went Bishan for Pastamania. Almost vomit there due to “NUT”. )= ordered mushroom baked rice and taste so yucky! Now i know why i always avoid pastamania. hehehehe. or should i say, now i know why am i always having the same foood everyday. XD then talk talk talk to BMN. i think forever i m the one talking instead of him!! next time must keep quiet and let him talk. AHAHAHA!! ohhh, hes stalker! he stalk my blog. SCREAM!!!!! LOL! then home sweet homeeeeee :B

Tue;

The worst day ever. Got cake smash two times!!! AHHH. Let the pic do the talking anyway!

damn small and i dono why. LOL! but yes, our face expression like constipation. I M THINKING WHY THE CAKE SO CREAMY AND IF I GOT SMASH, SURE DIE )=

no doubt, got smashed by Jooyu. Sweet revenge i guess. Everyone supported her. )= awww. This is saddening huh!!! ohhh, i saw Jean at Mac too and i give her a slice of cake cause our bday fall on the same date. SO COINCIDENC, ISNT IT? COOOL! (=

THEN.. went town for a lil while to kill time!

nice decoration! (:

 Jump all ur stress away!!! =D *Suwanno was the photographer. Think hes skilled? Grab him then! lmao.

Then to northpoint to meet all my lovely dongs!!!!!! <3

lovely mango cake from them! (=

Dongs! <3

Geek-in-disguise. LOL!

Gifts from them which i loved the most. cause got COKE! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!! (= ohhh, and meisen brought chocolate&toy for Gucci as well. So nice of her!! Gucci simply love love love that toy. HOHOHOHO.

THEN..

meet up with gordonnnnn. Well, he gave me a SUPER CHOCOLATEY choclate cakeeeeeeeeee. and i swear it taste like yucks. too sweet for me. and then he smashed me with that cake! )= then went off to his hse to clean up and he send me home! XD and he give a heart-shape chain siol. LOL! Tyvm buddy! (=

Wed;

Sch, Proj & dinner with family! I love my Dadddy. He rmb its my bday. HAHAHA! and i swear i got so tired that i fall asleep at 10pm. )= lazy meeeeeeeeee! Oh, not forgetting wei seng buy me coke mentoes and i finish it in like half an hr time? lmao. Thanks kor! Hahaha! Dinner was great. CRABBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB. FISH STEAMBOAT…………… KANG KONGGGGGGGGGG……… AND THE MOST OMG YOU TIAO! HAHAHA!

Sat going ikea with BMN! (=

Tue KFC with sec friends and movie with timmmm. (=

oh shit. i squeeze all my time on tue that i forget i m meeting claudine. Oh god, pls give me more more more time!! ><!

I guess this saying is so true.

“You never cherish til its gone”

Sigh. I m really super tired but i guess i dream of Glen on Wed night that hes otw to dubai and i forget to text him a bon vogage sms! OMG! and guess what.. i wake up at ard 7am (when my sch starts at 2pm) just to text him a bon vogage sms and next moment i realise, my eyes filled with tears. and yes, i cried. and i texted bmn about it and he got so worry. hehehe. and just only.. email glen asking him hows life over there and i teared again!! ))= If glen know, he gona laugh at me for being emo again!! Sigh. suddenly miss him again! x.x

some mad photo took in sch today! ((= nice yea!

HOHOO. my strength is huge!! ((=

 

gtg! bye (=